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Well, Isn’t Luke Evans Just a Sweetheart… He Actually Responded And I Stan…

Last night I fell into a Youtube black hole and I came across a Luke Evans video where I surprisingly found out that he's gay. I didn't know that, he is very straight passing. Anyway... I decided to express my surprise and then Luke started responding to me. I am going to be the first… Continue reading Well, Isn’t Luke Evans Just a Sweetheart… He Actually Responded And I Stan…

Diary, dogs, life, nature, pets, Photography

That Feeling When You’re The First to Mess Up a Crisp Fresh Layer of Snow…

We got the most amazing surprise last night. Turns out it had been snowing for a while by the time we were ready for our evening walk and we were even the first ones out there. We're never the first! Like... ever! Look at the perfect layer of crisp undisturbed snow. So satisfying to walk… Continue reading That Feeling When You’re The First to Mess Up a Crisp Fresh Layer of Snow…

animals, cats, pets

I Can’t Believe it’s Been 2 Years Since I Lost my Beautiful Black Panther…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MIytCP3lNc Oh, my beautiful black panther. My Saba. Two years ago I let her have peace. I still remember that day vividly. It was tough but I have no regrets. It was her time to go. I miss her so much though. Every damn day. I could have gotten another cat but I still don't… Continue reading I Can’t Believe it’s Been 2 Years Since I Lost my Beautiful Black Panther…

Creativity, fangirl, Hobbies, The Pretender, Video Editing

Fan Video: The Pretender – Jarod & Zoe – Helpless When She Smiles…

https://youtu.be/QZMe1plmzuc Yeah... I made another Pretender video. I apologize to everyone who doesn't care one bit about my little videography hobby but this is my passion so deal with it. This will be my 6th Pretender video, I am really popping these out at record speed. I knew that I would get a lot of… Continue reading Fan Video: The Pretender – Jarod & Zoe – Helpless When She Smiles…

Autism, depression, Diary, hiking, life, Mental Health, nature, Photography

A Cloudy Sunset By The Bay of Waves After a Week of Hell & Avoidance…

Not gonna lie. The last 8 days or so have just been bad. I had a painful period that lasted 7 days (which is longer than usual, even for me... the record is 9 days but most of the time it settles on 5-6) followed by a migraine from hell. I pretty much haven't left… Continue reading A Cloudy Sunset By The Bay of Waves After a Week of Hell & Avoidance…

Games, Mental Health

The Split Mind Game is a Truly Terrifying Mind Fuck & I’m Scared Shitless…

I downloaded a game called Split Mind and I really shouldn't have. It's a schizophrenia & psychosis simulator created by a Danish developer who has a GF who suffers from this. The thing is... I know 2 people who have schizophrenia and I wanted to understand them better. I was also curious and wanted to… Continue reading The Split Mind Game is a Truly Terrifying Mind Fuck & I’m Scared Shitless…

Diary, life, Migraine, Pain

Looking Forward To a Day That Will Never Come When I Can Swallow Pills…

Yesterday was rough. I woke up with a migraine. I don't know where it came from because there was no trace of pain when I went to bed. Maybe it was a combination of only getting 4 hours of sleep, almost not eating anything the last 24 hours and Spooks waking me up by barking.… Continue reading Looking Forward To a Day That Will Never Come When I Can Swallow Pills…

Diary, Dreams, family, home, houses, life, moving, nature

It’s a Very Strong Possibility That I Might Finally Have Found My Dream Home…

I've found something very interesting. Or if I have to be completely honest... sis was the one who found it. I hadn't seen it even though it's been on the market for 352 days because I wasn't looking in that price bracket at all. It's expensive... and I'll get to why. It's not really a… Continue reading It’s a Very Strong Possibility That I Might Finally Have Found My Dream Home…

Creativity, fangirl, Random Thoughts, The Pretender, TV-Shows, Video Editing

Fan Vid: The Pretender/Profiler Crossover – Jarod & Rachel – Only You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QJ0fmUVlE4&feature=youtu.be I binged all 4 seasons of Profiler in a week. A show marathon is a good way to spend hell week. It really distracts from the cramps and makes time fly by. Such a blessing. I've already watched all of The Pretender multiple times and as mentioned, it's in the same universe as Profiler… Continue reading Fan Vid: The Pretender/Profiler Crossover – Jarod & Rachel – Only You