dogs, frustrations, nature, pets, Photography, rain

Enjoying The Droplets Of Spring Rain…

It's been raining. Not only that... but we got snow too.... in April?! We had one day where the weather was completely bipolar. It would be windy but dry, then it would rain for about 10 minutes, then a snowstorm would hit but it would only snow for like 3 minutes before the cycle started… Continue reading Enjoying The Droplets Of Spring Rain…

Autism, dogs, family, frustrations, Mental Health, nature, pets, Photography

Breathe In, Breathe Out… & Repeat…

Yesterday took a lot out of me. I had to retreat a bit from family and ended up on the floor in a warm sunny spot trying to regroup and center myself. There's something about the floor that appeals to me more than furniture when I feel overwhelmed. Being down on the ground is comforting… Continue reading Breathe In, Breathe Out… & Repeat…

depression, family, frustrations, life, Mental Health

Reaching 1000 Likes On This Blog & The Neverending Birthday Pressure…

I've reached another big step on this blog. I've actually gotten a 1000 likes. I am surprised that the like button has been clicked that many times, but I appreciate the support. Otherwise, my birthday is coming up. I had forgotten all about it until sis called and reminded me. It's in under two weeks.… Continue reading Reaching 1000 Likes On This Blog & The Neverending Birthday Pressure…

depression, dogs, frustrations, life, Mental Health, pets

Depression, Epic Fails, Self-Harm, Bitches & The Used Toilet Seat…

Well... it's back again. Got a major depressive flare-up, no doubt originating from the stupid family meeting in the beginning of the month and everything's gone to shit. I don't eat... like at all, we are talking every 3 days now, I don't shower for a week at a time and I barely sleep. But… Continue reading Depression, Epic Fails, Self-Harm, Bitches & The Used Toilet Seat…

Autism, depression, drama, family, frustrations, Mental Health

Yesterday, I Ended Up In a Confrontation With My Family And It Wasn’t Pretty…

Oh, what a way to start a new month. The last 24 hours have been bad. I am exhausted mentally and I feel like going into complete recluse mode and ignoring everything. Yesterday, I called a family meeting and it was a mistake that I wish I could take back. In all honesty, it wasn't… Continue reading Yesterday, I Ended Up In a Confrontation With My Family And It Wasn’t Pretty…

Cars, Diary, driving, frustrations

Driving The Money Machine…

Do you know what makes me break out into a cold sweat? When a politician mentions the concept of "road-pricing." I have an immediate reaction. My blood pressure goes through the roof and my inner stress level rises exponentially at record speed. It was just up in the news here again and I almost choked… Continue reading Driving The Money Machine…

america, frustrations, Politics, Trump, World News

No President Can Unify The American People Anymore (Capitol Hill attack)…

Wow. Just wow. I think we are all a little bit in shock in regards to what happened in Washington yesterday. No one here really knows what to say. We're speechless. Even though I knew something like this would happen. I predicted it in this post. The US is collapsing and their own fucking President… Continue reading No President Can Unify The American People Anymore (Capitol Hill attack)…

Animal Rights, animals, Birds, depression, Diary, dogs, feelings, frustrations, hiking, life, Mental Health, nature, pets, Photography

The Beach, Birds and a Dead Seal…

It's still grey and it's gotten significantly colder too. We are at around 1-2C during the day and 0C or below freezing at night. They say there's a chance of... not snow, but sleet. We will see what happens, at the moment I'll take anything over the grey mass of doom. At least the beach… Continue reading The Beach, Birds and a Dead Seal…

corona, Covid-19, Diary, frustrations, health, life

Hopeless & Hopeful…

How can you be hopeless and hopeful at the same time? I don't know... but that's how I feel. Even though it seems like everything is just kind of difficult. Denmark shut down today... infection numbers and hospitalizations are through the roof... the healthcare system is under so much pressure that they have been forced… Continue reading Hopeless & Hopeful…

dogs, frustrations, hiking, I love my dog, life, nature, pets, Photography

Wet Walks and the Vanishing Collar…

The woods are not completely dead yet... but almost. It's been a windy experience lately... and it's still raining... a lot. It's one heck of a wet winter we're having. Not that I mind... I love rain, it's refreshing. But I have also reached the point where I yearn for snow. I'm probably gonna have… Continue reading Wet Walks and the Vanishing Collar…